Ya Zainab

The sun is setting, ya Zainab
do you remember?
Just like Karbalaa
the sky is weeping, again..

It feels your pain, ya Zainab
and cries in unison with you
but no
no..
Under this red sky you have no true abode
and you are ultimately alone.

Tell me about your sufferings, ya Zainab
Is that Aun and Mohammad's empty mattress?
Tell me, what did they do to you?
Show me the face they beat, ya Zainab
and the tears they induced.

What is that you are hearing, ya Zainab?
The echo of Sakinah's desperate cry?
No, Zainab, no
She is gone too.

Is that Husayn's smiling face you see?
No no
It's the brother that your grandfather wept over, as he was born.

Where will you go, ya Zainab?
Rasool is gone, long gone
and Sajjaad is broken in body and soul.

Run into the desert
run, ya Zainab
and cry like you never have before
Cry so that the fountain of rage and hurt escapes you, ya Zainab
My lady, what has happened?
Why do you feel shame?
Cry so that even the headless body of Husayn hears you
Cry so that if Abbaas had hands, he would raise them in supplication for you.
Cry so that Rasool feels the pain as he rests in Madinah

My lady, she has come to comfort you
Can you see her in the distance?
This is what you need, ya Zainab
Go and embrace her arms
and tell her your sufferings
Embrace her, ya Zainab
for she has come to you at last.

~Fatima~

Aliyyun Ameeri

How will he not form the basis of criterion,
Between faith and hypocrisy;
When it is he,
For whom the Kaabah split open its walls
in recognition of his approach,
and the sun retraced its steps
to allow him time to pray?
As a lad of ten, he declared his support for Rasul,
and became as Aaron was to Moses.
The victorious lion of Allah,
Whose sword dispensed only justice.
The instrumental son of Islam,
who swept the idols off their perches -
when the Kaabah was freed.

The mark of this prince is upon his forehead,
the mark of the earth.
When he entered salah, he died in the world,
yet remained a servant of the creatures of Allah.
Alive to and responding to their calls of distress,
even as he bowed down in prayer.

No ink can describe, or words capture,
the essence of one whose devotion is praised in the heavens.
One can only strive to love him,
in his heart, his words and his deeds;
For this is he,
who has found Allah to be exactly as he would wish,
and strove to be,
and became,
as Allah would wish.

What will the follower say, when asked of this man,
whoencompassed the manifestation
of all human perfection,
without becoming divine?
What will he explain, when asked of his love,
Except plead:
"May Allah reveal his love to me!"
What then will the believer say, when asked to describe
The brother, successor and supporter of the Prophet.
The one whose face Satan cannot dare look at,
Who has bowed down to none other than Allah
Except whisper his love, with tears in his eyes,
and proclaim to the world:
"Aliyyun Ameeri, wa ni'mal Ameer!"

Unconquered

Every dark and gloomy tunnel you ever walked through will
eventually become sheer radiance and encompassing light
that blinds you and keeps you in oblivion.
Every ruthless being that shot arrows at your heart will eventually become
a figure of inspiration,
and someone who was pure gold.
Every piercing breeze that was harsh to your cheeks
and didn't care about those lips will eventually become the caressing spring breeze
that envelops the couple that embraces amidst the crowd.
Every sordid, dilapidated city street that your feet left a mark on,
eventually turns into a labyrinth of roses,
seducing you as the intoxicating scent tousles every fiber of your being.
Every cynical experience you ever encountered
will eventually prove to be that which stains and marks you for the better,
and plants the seed of optimism within you.
Every disfigured image your eyes laid upon
eventually becomes the most gracious blessing that will place you in ultimate bliss
as you stare in euphoria.
Every fall you painfully experienced
eventually blooms into a series of praise;
numbing you ravenously to the world.
Every tear that ever fell unaccompanied by another touch to caress and wipe it away
eventually turns into a bullet of bravery,
and beamingly places you in the hall of fame of ruthless survival.
Every failure you painstakingly felt at the hands of paper
eventually becomes the poet's ink that journeys over the sea's horizon
and comes back to solace you with its untold tale.
Every cold, livid body that you witnessed on your path will
eventually scream life and bloom like the seedling
after interminable rain.
And every time your head ritually meets the floor and renews its vows with the Divine,
eventually disintegrates the devil in his disheveled abode
and draws you closer to the scent of the Lord
who undeniably embraces the servant at every deed. 

~Fatima~

The Victor

This mighty warrior stands,

Shaking like a leaf in the autumn winds,

Humbled and begging on his prayer mat.

His raised hands have asked of no man,

For he sees none worthy of completing his needs,

And turns to Him who is Able.

Every act on the battlefield,

Every moment, accounted for and successful,

And the earth is humbled to him.

The creatures are drawn to him,

Like bees to nectar,

By the fragrance of his ways; and

Perfuming the sin-stenched paths of life,

Lighting them, and giving hope.

He loves and cares for fellow man,

For he serves God,

As only a free man can.

No reward entices him to worship,

Nor do any threats compel him to bow.

His eye has been opened in realization,

Of his insignificance,

And the majesty of the Lord.

Thus he seeks Him, for He is worthy.

He is far sighted, seeing the next world.

Living a simple life, not attracted,

Not enticed by the allure and pomp of this world.

He enjoys the company of the honest,

And is just to all, both friend and foe.

When he is killed, his companions miss him,

With the missing of a mother,

Whose child is slain in her lap.

When he roars, ignominy trembles

For it senses the approaching end.

With his glance,

Falsehood is defeated, brought to its knees.

And when he speaks,

It is mortally wounded, dead and silent.

Then when he acts,

The grave of falsehood vanishes,

No tombstone to mark its once assured existence.

Battling the mighty beast,

The ferocious flame of his desire,

He draws his sword of submission,

From its sheath of obedience,

And strikes desire through the heart.

Killing his self a thousand times,

And then once more,

Till it is vanquished,

And truth emerges victorious.

He is a victor,

A loyal follower of the lion of God.

A Flower is Born

On that day a heavenly delegation descended to the house of Rasul and Khadijah,

With a rose from heaven - a gift for their dedication to the religion,

A child whose praiseworthy qualities would be mentioned constantly by the creatures,

One whose pleasure would earn the source the blessings of Allah,

And whose displeasure would earn its source His wrath,

Our source of hope, the lady of matchless faith and features,

The noble Batoul, for Imam Ali the only worthy match,

For whose hand in marriage, the Quraysh would treasures fetch.

She, who was destined to be the mother of the Hasanayn,

The lady of the family which remains faithful to Allah in all the tests,

The mistress of the ladies of the heavens and the earth,

The one whose aura lit up the heavens when she prayed,

A radiant lady of light, a daughter of noble birth and upbringing,

A book of lessons in true submission and piety,

The scented path leading to the ark of salvation and felicity,

For all believers, the epitome of modesty and chastity,

And for all ladies - a role model for their societal duties.

Four worthy ladies from heaven did descend,

To help bring this child whose position with Allah is praised,

The mother of all, Hawa, whose children through Zahra would be saved, and

Um Kulthum, Musa (as)’s sister who braved the Pharaoh’s scrutiny,

Accompanied by lady Maryam, the mother of Prophet Isa’ the anointed,

With Aasiyah - the strong believer - from heaven were appointed.

Amidst a shower of blessings and salutations from the heavens,

The time has come to give the Prophet congratulations,

And Satan groans as his well laid evil plans are torn,

For the heavenly princess, gracious Zahra has been born.

 

-Shahida-

Radiant Birth

When she was born, the angels descended in a shower of heavenly blessings,
This is the radiant lady of light about whom Allah sent to the Prophet glad tidings.

The sprouting of a heavenly seed meant to ease the Prophet’s sorrow,
A pure, goodly child - a lesson of piety for the people of tomorrow.

Four noble ladies are appointed from heaven to assist and witness her arrival,
The beautiful Kawthar through whom the Prophet’s lineage was granted survival.

Not by her father’s name, the baby born is a mistress in her own right,
Who has earned a special position and proximity in Allah’s sight.

The gracious Zahra whose heavenly fragrance humbles that of all flowers,
And for whose sake the inhabitants of earth are sent blessings in showers.

All those who will love them are ensured His salvation,
Such is the result of Fatimah and her family’s dedication.

At her birth, Satan is distraught and plans new means of discord,
This lady Batoul is a means of safety and closeness to the Lord.

Lady Fatimah wa abeeha wa ba’liha wa baneeha are the purified family,
With the news of whose blessed station the believers speak happily.

When she was born, the angels her praises did sing,
O believers today, with joy let your hearts ring!

The inhabitants of the heavens are flooded by her radiant light,
When the pure lady stands humbled in prayer through the night.

On this day O believers stand up and send salutations to Imam Ali’s wife,
The child who was born is the princess for whom you would sacrifice your life!

-Shahida

Plethoric Suffering

 

I know you see me in this dark, dark night
You have watched absolutely everything
I always said to myself be careful
And not let my tongue, ears, hands and eyes sin

But woe unto me.

I am drowning in the flood of my sins
And my heart is troubled and groans in pain
Burning with fever and painted bright red
Because I have been sordid and foolish

My life disappears before me like smoke
Diffusing into absolute darkness
For it is not in equilibrium
And cannot overcome anxiety

Is there light at the end of the tunnel?
I was told it was for those who want it
What now, can I ever hope for my Lord?
Because I'm about do die from these blows

Do you blame me for being cynical?
Or should I just pretend to be jubilant
And imagine I'm in utopia?
Nay, the fire continues to burn me

Do not punish me anymore!
For I am young and already dying
Purity is completely invalid
And righteousness is not what it seems. 

~Fatima~

Only Tears

I am in search of answers
To questions that haunt my thoughts
Upon what scroll will these tears make their mark
And what words will suffice to trace the tragic end
For what crime was my Lady felled
And for what sin was Muhsin slain
Beside which Prophet will this ummah stand
When they are asked about an unmarked grave and a door that crushed
With what name will they plead for intercession
They who deprived Ali of his God-given companion
What sorrow will capture the moment when time stood still
And Zahra watched again her Muhsin struck by Hurmula’s arrow
For what purpose were veils snatched from those
Whose chastity is known on the earth and praised in the heavens
Along which river did the ark of salvation pass
Yet Abbas died thirsty at a shore
What science is needed to explain why the skies wept blood
When Zahra came down from the heavens and mourned her beheaded son
I have no answers for My Lady, only tears
Only tears can answer these questions.

-Shahida-

Condolences

Condolences first go to the Prophet of Mercy 
And to the lady, the mother of the orphans
Then to Murtadha for the loss of jannah’s flower
And to the Hasanayn  for the loss of their mother
Then to my ladies Zaynab and Um Kulthum
And to the baby brother, Muhsin the unborn

Condolences are also due to the noble Imams
As-Sajjad, al Baqir, As-Sadiq, al Kadhim, al Ridhaa
At-Taqiyy, and Naqiyy and Hasan al Askariyy 
The greatest condolences tonight go to our Imam
The hidden, the awaited, lonely flower of Zahraa (atf)
Who feels the pain of all his fathers past
And that of the ummah he watches behind a cloud

Condolences next go the believers today
Who grieve this loss and darkening of the skies
And through their tears reach out for the Imam
Knowing he will set the world right
And end all oppression, bringing tyranny to its knees
And most of all to be with him by his side
As he mourns his grandmother
The radiant Lady of Light.

May the peace of Allah be upon you Ya Mawlati Fatimah, on the day you were born, and the day you died, and the day that the ummah of your father will need your intercession to save them from their deeds.


-Shahida-

Struck By Calamities

She was born to the noblest of parents and
Was the radiant light of truth 
The wife of the prince of the believers
And the mother of two martyred sons

Struck by loneliness and grief
By the death of her mother
Then bereft of her father
And her Muhsin was never to be born
Yet the calamities rained down upon her
And turned the days to nights
Struck by calamities was she

In Kufa the prince goes to pray
And into prostration he falls
Ibn Muljim raises his sword and strikes
Injuring him, grieving her
Killing him, drowning her
Struck by calamities was she

In Madinah Al Hasan is killed
Then his bier by a shower of arrows struck
Each striking his corpse and piercing her heart
Struck by calamities was she

In Karbalaa they lined up
One after the other went heaven’s way
The infant was slain, blinded was she
Then Husayn was struck and she was hit
And the horses trampled and she wept in grief
Struck by calamities was she

In Shaam they snatched veils
And bared Zaynab to the market’s crowd
Burning tents, setting her soul on fire
Snatching earrings, tearing her heart
Struck by calamities was she

In the world today darkened by absence of Imam
Each oppression is Fadak snatched again
Each curse is Ali struck again
Each treachery is Al Hasan’s death repeated
Each lie is the betrayal of Al Husayn
Each exposed hair, the veil of Zaynab snatched
Each sin, an arrow striking the rose of Zahraa
Struck by calamities is she

Yet this is Zahraa who freshens our souls
Who sees only beauty at Karbalaa through Zaynab’s eyes
And pleaded for Him to take as He pleased
And who succeeded by the Lord of the Ka’abah
And whose shia cry today and respond ‘Labayk ya Husayn!’
To the query ‘Is there none amongst mankind to save us?’
Pleased with Him, pleasing to Him
Content was she, though
Struck by calamities was she. 


-Shahida-