Discombobulated

Can't think, can't speak
Contemplating, too weak
Do I question, do I care?
Black face, dead stare
Sleep work eat pray
Routine method every day
Piles of study, this that
Procrastinate and leave at that
Time to pray, brush wash
Half dead walking, rush
Raise your hands, bow down
Think of sins, foul, frown
Why'd you do it? Think think
Nevermind pray quick
Empty mind, wanna sleep
Bad thoughts, lurking, weep
Silent night, heart beats
Thump thump, tears leak
Pain subdues, heart slows
Bare sleep, off you go
Eyes red, full of hate
Chest hurts, head aches
Time to pray, wash now
Walking corpse, timeless frown
Wanna speak now, how?
Start to fear, don't hate
Heart bleeds, tears solace
None but Him, rest are fake
Wrinkled hands, raised, young
Pessimism, no fun
Crying hurts, tears sting
Keep crying, soul sings
In a trance, sight, You
Now you're present, what to do
Open heart, public soul
Let me speak, You patrol 
Lost love, fights, cries
bad marks, she dies
Swearing, losing, all corruption
Dormant, flummoxed, self destruction
Lost, gone, shell in sea
Huge forest, lonesome tree
Branching into lifes quarters
Transpired hells waters
Silence lurks, night has come
Don't forget, O loving one:
Broken, shattered, full of shame

Encompass me, remove the pain.

~Fatima~