Helpless..

I am trapped within flesh

Inside, already dead.

The voices don't go away

At every turn, lead astray.

Inside, a constant pain

From the blazing fire that can't be tamed.

Every sin, a poisoned spear

That cuts my heart amidst the fear.

The ego bleeds back in

Weakening the body, already thin.

Night falls on this heavy heart

Already weak and torn apart.

I shout from within myself

From conflict of mind, body and health

It hurts to know you're already gone

In the world you've just stumbled upon.

God of hope in the skies

I can't feel the warmth in this tunnel, but I see Your light...

and I cry, I cry, I cry

In all efforts I'm pushed back

The worlds grippes at it again..

attack attack attack

If only you knew - that I cannot say

For you're watching constantly day by day

And I know you see me cry and cry and cry

I long to smell that sweet, sweet fragrance

That You possess with such eloquence 

I know this world is a believer's hell

And You can't break me out of my shell

But

The last taste of Your grace is my only concern

Before it's time that I can ever return

~Fatima~